I took a nap.

I knew that's what you would tell me to do other than assuring me through words not to worry. So I did, worry, yes...maybe because I felt that you were a little bit too. But I took the nap anyway. I thought, I dreamed, of circles or squared tables you and her sit across my mind as my family, my sisters, best friends, my sex in the city and we kilt the fourth bitch because....and I laughed. I know ya'll read me know me well through exterior and she called me on it when the tears rolled and heard me before they came and said, "You bet not!" Weak against my will. Family held me. You know we like her when she's her ; )

I received electronic assurance that you were at familiar address. Can't wait to put my eyes on you. But I know she's dependable and her vision of you will not go astray. She's keen in your marvelous. I find both in my prayers the strength to do and be better for me, you always are.
And I always want to hold you a little bit longer than I'm supposed too. Ask you a million questions but as long as your scars are healing I believe in my prayers that you will too.

I'm prepared but I know I'm not. And you can't be. Cry babies, we've always tried to be each others pacifiers.

I become the bulldog, doberman, pit when it comes to the well-being of you both...she looks nice but she bite...and I'm dying to unleash vicious against selfish humans that won't hold you like you should. And then I settle, knowing-hoping, that you're good just to talk and be listened too. Advice may not be needed but given and I'll never want anything more than for you to be okay. And her pain to go away.
I'll just say it now, I love you.