Sunday, April 29, 2007

"And then a hero comes along"
Baby don't pump yo brakes today-go fast into my heart and drive me the way you want to.
I'd prefer to go to the moon because you are my impossible.
"I've got love on my mind"
And you make life worth living.
It's so good-I'll even let you leave the toilet seat up...
drop yo cup in that clean sink...
And leave your clothes round about the floor.
If you continue to give me more of what I need.
You fulfill me.
I mean, my cup over floweth.
"If only you knew-how much I do"
I don't need to say it cause you've heard it a million times.
and sometimes I wish I knew seven different languages because:
Amore, te amo or sign language just won't do.
So I've decided to name every single one of my heart...beats...after...you.
And I've started making love to your brain cells,
so I can get to know you better,
finish the sentences your thinking,
And utter your responses.
Like:
When did life get so good?
December 7, 2005.
And "nothing even matters"
Since you.
Your dark browns relax me.
Baby your therapy and I can lave' myself in your soul.
Make molds of infinity for infinite amounts,
with countless moments to ecstasy.
You amaze me.
something I'm working on....

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Gratitude List
Hump Day on Thursday
I'm grateful for...
1) Just you giving me all your love as Mary J. would say, "that's enough for me baby"
2) Mama sending a Easter card to her babygirl...age doesn't matter
3) Getting so much help with the wedding and knowing that I'll forever be in debt to their good deeds: mama, pizza, aunt billie, kimmie, aunt libby, ms. callie, david stewart, uncle hank, uncle fred, and aunt sharron- just to name a few
4) Semesters coming to an end!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and finally getting over the graduation situation
5) Pay day is tomorrow!
6) Crying while listening to all the different song ideas to play during the wedding
7) July 7, 2007 (things falling into place)
8) Pluck em wings, friends and things- the fact that you and you and I have become so close. I'd have it no other way. Hearts curve
9) Her learning how to sign "fat ass" in ASL...LMAO, I have no clue why she would choose that phrase to learn-weirdo
10) The Creator and his constant grace and blessings bestowed upon me
Bonus: Loving me as I am, for what I am, and what I will soon become- Carpe Diem

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Dang It's Hump Day Already!
Gratitude List
I'm grateful for....
1) Love and the places it takes us too and the grace of forgiving each other when we're wrong...grow with me- I love you
2) Mamas understanding and excepting time to time Bridezilla ways
3) Seeing through b.s and having friends that really do look out for me
4) Still liking my fairly new job
5) Voice mails that say "Leave her" LMAO
6) A day to just study and catchup on school work! But whats up on PLUCK?
7) July 7, 2007
8) Family and getting to see Hambone (my Klark Kent) this weekend
9) The idea of a new venue & hopes for Neo Soul to come out on top
10) The Creator and his blessings
Bonus: Getting over my graduation disappointment slowly but surly knowing and not understanding why things happen the way they do...and being grateful just to get accomplish my goal this year

Sunday, April 01, 2007

GRADUATION:
So I go to register for my classes for the summer, which I only need three classes to graduate, and successfully I registered for the two classes I needed at Txstate...then I have one class at ACC (ASL4) I need to complete my foreign language, and what I hoped wouldn't happen...DID! The ASL class is not offered during Summer I, and the Summer II start date is July 9th...I'll be on my honeymoon! I will not compromise or bargain on my wedding day or honeymoon with Baybid. So by this time I'm really sad and extremely pissed! Txstate offered to let me walk in August, but technically until I finish the ASL I won't be receiving my degree. I'll be able to finish the ASL in the Fall (December). I must confess that I was extremely hurt by the notion of not graduating when I so desired, but at the same time, this year is my year of completion...so as long as I'm class of 2007, marrying the man I love in 2007, and possibly making nationals in 2007 (though I will not consider it a major disappointment if I don't make), and become full time in 2007 doing something that I really wanna do...I will be completed! Plus, I'll be finishing with three degrees: Associate in English, Associate in General Studies, and a Bachelors in English. Hard work pays off (at least I pray it does). And all I really want to be able to say is: MAMA I MADE IT!
WEDDING:
I have picked out everything except for the arches, and my shoes. The bridesmaids, groomsmen, flower girl, ring bearer, and ushers attire has been chosen. As well as our cakes. The caterer has been booked and has been getting paid too! Menu (for those who are only attending for the food): drumettes, twice baked potatoes, green beans, assorted fruits and dry vegetables, and punch. If you can't get down, then either eat before you come, or don't eat at all! And if you still have something to say, you could offer a couple of hundreds to accommodate your needs. Okay okay, I'm off my soap...ya'll just don't know! People have been on my dang nerves with things that don't concern them. We've registered: Target and Bed Bath n Beyond. We've decided on a honeymoon: Niagara Falls. And invitations will be sent out in about a month or so. I'm really excited! Some brides to be I've heard just can't wait until it's all over with, but I haven't reached that yet. It's like I've been waiting on this my whole life. Auntie I hope that you're getting ready as well. As well as other family and friends preparing to be there just to witness. I know you'll be their for us, thank you.
LINT:
For a week I have chosen to give up cursing! LMAO! Dude. No really. And I chose this because I should really cut back and mainly because giving up TV was too hard. For every curse word that's 25 crunches added to the 200 I already do daily. Which by the way I should get back to 500 and stop playin! Either way, that's my lint contribute for the week.