a. A kind and lovable person.
b. One who manifests goodness, purity, and selflessness.
c. Angelic
d. Like a angel (as in looks or behavior)
ALL OF THE ABOVE
Happy Birthday
WE LOVE YOU
Monday, February 23, 2009
Friday, February 20, 2009
Attitude for Gratitude...even on Friday's
I'm grateful for...
I'm grateful for...
- The love of laughter you bring
- Tears...and facing facts, some things just will never change
- Me being me-"2009 I'm doing me this time"
- H-town BYT Family & Friends...see you soon and ready for that jungle juice to get my life right LOL
- Poetry saved my life...thanks for having my back
- Sex in the City and we killed the fourth...make it back safely boo
- Health and Healing...so why complain
- Being requested for up coming shows
- Crossed fingers for test scores
- My Savior...thank you
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
"Perfect"
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be
perfect.
Lyrics by: Simple Plan
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be
perfect.
Lyrics by: Simple Plan
Monday, February 16, 2009
First let me just say --
if love is measured by doing things for each other then I guess you've always only loved us half of the time.
I IM'd you- no response. Matter of fact you signed out once I sent it!
Sent your Christmas gift - no response.
I sent you a e-card for New Year's - no response.
So February is NOT the only time I have tried to get in contact with you!
And furthermore, calling is not the only form of communication there is to check on a person. Even still, I didn't get a response from you until now and it's to try and make me feel like I haven't been doing my part or to place blame on me??????
I have been just as much there for you as you have for me. I've been let down far more times then you though. Times when I've wanted or NEEDED to hear from you...I didn't. Little girls need their fathers and grown women do too. But you have the audacity to say what you asked me to do? Your the father I'm the daughter. But either way, I can't read minds, and I assume you can't read mine. Because if you could, you be afraid of what my mind can do to you.
Seems like you conveniently remember and forget what you want. I have tried to speak to you about the past (as you know i have always and will always speak my mind), and every time I did YOU didn't want to talk about it. And every time I tried to forgive you long enough to have a relationship with you, you pull stunt like this and try and make me feel bad!?
How dare you say that the only time I call you is when I need something!? Please don't act like you do a lot for me or that you ever have. Why do you even ask if I need something? Why not just send because I MIGHT need something and you know in the past you didn't pay child support you know in the past you didn't do all you could...But I accepted a long time ago that you are a part-time dad and that you "will do what you can," "money kinda funny," and "we'll see what daddy can do." I've grown numb to those facts. And I STILL love you anyway. Mainly because you're my dad and because it's easier not to allow you to hurt me if I face facts.
I asked you to do one thing along time ago and that was to choose to be a full time or a part time dad -- you in your actions have chosen many times to be part time. I will no allow you to try an make me feel bad for your lack of parenting. I have never called you just when I needed something. Honestly, I don't depend on you in that way. I know better.
The fact that your fine with not speaking to your children is your choice. So stop blaming everybody else for your choices. I'm sorry that your sick and that your going through what your going through, but that is not my fault or Pizza's. We are there for you just as much as you are here for us. Matter of fact, Pizza has been there MORE!
Have you dealt with the past? Have you EVER said I'm sorry I wasn't a good dad and that I don't do all I can for my girls? I'm sorry I don't call and check on ya'll when I can or should because I'm the dad!? Have you ever said sorry for placing the blame on my children when they actually do have a right to be hurt?
You do not get to turn things around and put it on us! You do not get to make your sickness a reason to erase your own responsibilities! And guess what, even if you do...we still love you and we will always allow you to be part time as YOU so choose.
The little girl you left is the woman you will face!
Always,
Ebo
if love is measured by doing things for each other then I guess you've always only loved us half of the time.
I IM'd you- no response. Matter of fact you signed out once I sent it!
Sent your Christmas gift - no response.
I sent you a e-card for New Year's - no response.
So February is NOT the only time I have tried to get in contact with you!
And furthermore, calling is not the only form of communication there is to check on a person. Even still, I didn't get a response from you until now and it's to try and make me feel like I haven't been doing my part or to place blame on me??????
I have been just as much there for you as you have for me. I've been let down far more times then you though. Times when I've wanted or NEEDED to hear from you...I didn't. Little girls need their fathers and grown women do too. But you have the audacity to say what you asked me to do? Your the father I'm the daughter. But either way, I can't read minds, and I assume you can't read mine. Because if you could, you be afraid of what my mind can do to you.
Seems like you conveniently remember and forget what you want. I have tried to speak to you about the past (as you know i have always and will always speak my mind), and every time I did YOU didn't want to talk about it. And every time I tried to forgive you long enough to have a relationship with you, you pull stunt like this and try and make me feel bad!?
How dare you say that the only time I call you is when I need something!? Please don't act like you do a lot for me or that you ever have. Why do you even ask if I need something? Why not just send because I MIGHT need something and you know in the past you didn't pay child support you know in the past you didn't do all you could...But I accepted a long time ago that you are a part-time dad and that you "will do what you can," "money kinda funny," and "we'll see what daddy can do." I've grown numb to those facts. And I STILL love you anyway. Mainly because you're my dad and because it's easier not to allow you to hurt me if I face facts.
I asked you to do one thing along time ago and that was to choose to be a full time or a part time dad -- you in your actions have chosen many times to be part time. I will no allow you to try an make me feel bad for your lack of parenting. I have never called you just when I needed something. Honestly, I don't depend on you in that way. I know better.
The fact that your fine with not speaking to your children is your choice. So stop blaming everybody else for your choices. I'm sorry that your sick and that your going through what your going through, but that is not my fault or Pizza's. We are there for you just as much as you are here for us. Matter of fact, Pizza has been there MORE!
Have you dealt with the past? Have you EVER said I'm sorry I wasn't a good dad and that I don't do all I can for my girls? I'm sorry I don't call and check on ya'll when I can or should because I'm the dad!? Have you ever said sorry for placing the blame on my children when they actually do have a right to be hurt?
You do not get to turn things around and put it on us! You do not get to make your sickness a reason to erase your own responsibilities! And guess what, even if you do...we still love you and we will always allow you to be part time as YOU so choose.
The little girl you left is the woman you will face!
Always,
Ebo
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
Attitude for Gratitude:
I'm grateful for...
I'm grateful for...
- You...Love is YOU
- Naps
- Laughter that makes my side hurt
- Sex in the City friendship
- Prayers & crossed fingers for my texes exam
- God Parents that call me "The Snacker" - Lol
- Slabs and frames
- Mommy dearest and Lisa Pizza- miss you
- Best of the Fest BITCHES! well hopefully (lol)
- My Savior
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