Just...

Just f'ck me.
I know any other time I'd tell you to love me until my eyes roll back,
lip tremble,
and toes curl.
But tonight, just f'ck me.
No slip and slide motion
controlled waste wyndin' riding position.
None of that,
caressin, pulsatin, heart throbbin shit.
Whispering sweet nothings...
or being concerned with if I'm okay,
if you're hurting me
I'LL LET YOU KNOW...
JUST F'CK ME!!!
Don't try and make me cum harder than any battery operated device.
Tonight I don't want no energizer bunny,
no Mr. Good bar,
no hung low dug deep ass brotha.
Look,
you got 5 minutes...
10 if it start getting too good
to get these panties off,
legs up,
hair gripped snapping my neck pulled back,
and just....
F'ck me like one of those big boob, blonde, bimbo porno type bitches dammit.
Shirt half way on,
pants not even all the way down.
I'm 125lbs.,
I can be flipped
rid like a roller-coaster
"Please keep your hands on me at all times"
This shit right here!
Can turn backwards and give you a glimpse of my back fat.
Stop playin and just f'ck me.
Yea...
Yea...
Yea...like...that...damn...right...there...like...I'm...I'm...I'm...

And then in the morning,
I'll write you a love poem across your chest.
Engraving forever into your heart.
From your lips you'll find mine.
Kissing Oshun into your spirit.
Back bent into golden arches,
give you a glimpse of heaven.
Awkward, pretzel shape, mind blowing, love making,
Emotions taking over.
Climaxed just by looking into your eyes.
Substituted for a touch I've longed for.
Now,
love me until my eyes roll back.

By: Ebpoetry

Complete 2007 Top 25
1) Becoming Neo Soul 2007 Slam Champ
2) Receiving my Associates from Lee College
3) Wedding Shopping
4) Becoming a better poet
5) A summer of growth
6) Supporting Baybid with his business
7) Our wedding on July 7th & the memory of you wiping my tears
8) Kim's poem @ the wedding
9) Family support & poets that came to show love
10) Me & Pizza forgiving my dad
11) Cancun vacation (and many more to come)
12) Nationals: sharing the stage with an awesome team (Coach Fran, Coach Taylor, Chelle, Joe B, Mizz Lizz, and Faylita) & other great poets
13) Starting a book
14) Expressing to you how I REALLY feel
15) Our friendship & fellowship of wings
16) You accepting me regardless of my age
17) Completing four years of sign language
18) Being asked to write a poem for my alumni
19) Moma, Pizza, and JennaBe coming to spend the weekend with me
20) Receiving my Bachelors from Texas State University
21) Being accepted into Act Austin Teaching Certification Program
22) She Smiles Entertainment
23) Performing at different locations and getting exposure
24) Nyla Bear
25) My mom getting a new house

Gratitude List:
thankful for...
1) I graduated this past weekend! Its a moment I think I've literally been waiting for my whole life. I felt pretty, accomplished, and just free from BOOKS for a while (that is until grad school in 2009). I can exhale. Thank you to all who came: Baybid, moma, daddy, Lisa Pizza, BT, Aunt Carol, Mother Braswell, Debbie, Barnett Family, Kim, and Angel...and to those who were there in spirit. It's weird how I got a little teary-eyed while sitting in those seats, in that gown, with that cap on-before my named was called. God, just thinking about this glory makes me tear up. I'm so proud of myself.
2) Hanging with family this past weekend (I missed you Kyron)
3) Feeling blessed, pressing on...stepping into womanhood
4) Potential to make a difference in the lives of our future
5) Supporting my husband though sometimes its hard on us...we on our way baby
Dedicated to YOU:
FLAWS AND ALL
I'm a train wreck in tha morning
I'm a bitch in tha afternoon
Every now in then when I'm horny
I can be really mean towards you
I'm a puzzle yes in deed
Ever complex in every way
And all the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet, you see the picture clear as day.
[Chorus]
I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
And that's why I love you [3x]
I neglect you when I'm working
When I need attention I tend to nag
I'm a host of imperfection
And you see past all that
I'm a peasant by some standards
But in your eyes I'm a queen
You see potential in all my flaws
and that's exactly what I need.
[Chorus]
I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
and that's why I love you
By: Beyonce Knowles

Day Late GRATITUDE LIST
I'm grateful for...
1) Working together as a team: BoBaybid (Lol)
2) You make life that much worth living
3) Getting to see family this weekend
4) Progressing in life with the help of family, good friends, and my baybid
5) Nyla Bear being cuter than other yorkies that shall remain nameless
6) Passing my last undergrad class with an "A"
7) GRADUATION: Dec 15th @ 10am
8) Feeling good about life
9) The slam last week: Return of the Slam Champ! It was a crazy fun show!!!!!
10) The Creator (this weekend I will cry on your shoulder with thanks)
Bonus: For almost being done with x-mas shopping!!!!

I just took my last F'in final

CAN I GET A HELL TO THE YEA!!!!!!