5/30

That moment when your mother is talking so loud and you don't know why,
but you get the feeling she's trying to embarrass you but your not sure what you've done to deserve it?
And the only point she continues to make is repeated and is not seemingly concerned with your red light,
in fact she keeps going.
If blood or distant relatives are within a 5ft radius they will turn on you and make an alliance against whatever relationship you thought you had.
They will immediately side with the crazy woman who knows a lot but is hard to comprehend.

Little girl,
everything your mother says will be hard to translate or understand.
Our experiences do not happen always as quickly as the way momma make it seem.
But sometimes they do.
Every time she passes you she is telling you to slow down,
that she's been there and knows there is too much to see.
She knows you can't hear past your age or hormones so she speaks in a tone that isn't make believe.
The only stories you know are the ones she left in your hair.
The amount of times she repeats herself will make for a game plan or 1-800 # she left on your recorder when boy hurts you, tries to take advantage, or catty girls make you the odd ball.
You will find her voice under your pillow the first time you second guess letting a man be in between the same sheets.

Mothers remind the sky that its empty without clouds no matter the shape.

When your eyes were rolling in the back of your head it'll be to store away aggravation and common sense you'll need to fight off bullies and find people that say you can't do it.
Little girl,
there is nothing more embarrassing than a woman who doesn't know how to be her own woman and everybody knows.
That "know it all" living in your bottom lip and selfish tongue is the reality of a street light with no bulb.
How will you know when to go home if it weren't for momma?
Or which way to take?
The walk is longer if you do things with underdeveloped power Sally.
Who but momma's voice you remember cracking open the sky,
making the village aware that she needs help and you will be a woman soon?
Soon, it'll be your turn to do it on your own in the city with urban cowboys and fast talkers.
This life is a jigsaw with missing puzzle pieces and amazement.

Pack wisely.



6/30
If you want to f* him after you hear his poem, DON"T!
If he makes eye contact while he's singing at a R&B concert and makes you believe he just added a verse to the song because he saw you, HE DIDN'T!
Yes he's gorgeous!
But he knows it.
Oh and the song sucks!
He'll do the same set tomorrow night in Atlanta.
If you exchange digits and he doesn't call you or text you or inbox you on Facebook
1) He never planned on calling you in the first place.
2) He doesn't like you
No really.... HE DOESN'T LIKE YOU!
If the first time you meet while giving speed dating a try he touches you 45 times in 10minutes during the conversation,
this is either some really immature "Watch this dude..." moment or he has a really bad case of OCD.
If every time you see him and he has on sunglasses and there is no sun and it is in fact night time,
he might have identity issues, have a lazy eye, or be blind.


7/30

The ocean went for miles without giving up,
before it wrapped around the world 50 times before it decided not to swallow the rest of the beach.
It climbs the Earths walls on its side and sometimes it lays gray like platinum concrete.
It's mouth has too many zippers to count.
On days when it forgets how to keep secrets the tide is uneasy and suffering dirty.
It vomits dead jelly fish that thought they would get out alive.
Healthy mornings are when the ocean gives birth to another matte finish and makes it sway and ballet like Alvin Ailey dance company.
The water does not crash,
it heartbeats and captures.
It is blue and calming,
making seduction to the sky.
A fickle and inconsistent pair fell asleep in the oceans belly.
Mermaids are the minority,
and the moons are jealous at how wide their voices grow.
We forget about peaceful things that happen while we're sleep walking into bow and arrows.
We still can't explain how the ocean got here or which came first, morning or night.
But somehow,
we've figured out how to hate or rape a race that shares the same Sun.


9/30

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