Quote: "This is a different kind of hurt from when my dad died."

GRIEVE
–verb
1. to feel grief or great sorrow: She has grieved over his death for nearly three years.
2. to distress mentally; cause to feel grief or sorrow: It grieves me to see you so unhappy.

HARD
-adjective
1. difficult to deal with, manage, control, overcome, or understand: a hard problem.
2. difficult to explain away; undeniable: hard facts.

TEARS
-noun
1. this fluid appearing in or flowing from the eye as the result of emotion, esp. grief.

PAIN
-noun
1. physical suffering or distress, as due to injury, illness, etc.
2. mental or emotional suffering or torment

MEMORIES
–noun, plural
1. the mental capacity or faculty of retaining and reviving facts, events, impressions, etc., or of recalling or recognizing previous experiences.
2. this faculty as possessed by a particular individual: to have a good memory.
3. the act or fact of retaining and recalling impressions, facts, etc.; remembrance; recollection: to draw from memory.
4. the length of time over which recollection extends: a time within the memory of living persons.
5. a mental impression retained; a recollection: one's earliest memories.
6.
the reputation of a person or thing, esp. after death; fame: a ruler of beloved memory.
7. the state or fact of being remembered.
8. a person, thing, event, fact, etc., remembered.
9. commemorative remembrance; commemoration

SMILES
-verb
1.to assume a facial expression indicating pleasure, favor, or amusement, but sometimes derision or scorn, characterized by an upturning of the corners of the mouth.
2.to regard with favor
3.to have a pleasant or agreeable appearance or aspect, as natural scenes, objects, etc.: Quentin smiled in the sunlight.

Quote: "He is the one better off smiling down on us waiting on us to come where he is...so who's really the blessed one?"