I miss you.
I talked to Ham-Bone last night and I so wanted to ask him how are you or if he's been to your house? Him and Pop are staying in grandma's house and he took your room...fitting uh (smile) he was always in there anyway. I miss calling to kill two birds with one stone, asking about grandma and you at the same time and hearing you say that everything is fine. I miss the pitch of your voice and the laugh...your spirit to create lines on the side of my mouth.
It's still weird that your gone. Have you met Shannon Leigh (warrior) yet? She's the angel that always spits poetry to the other angels. I've been a bit afraid since her last breath....thinking that mine wouldn't be to far behind. Kinda the same way I felt when Ashley got in her car accident. When your angel came it was more of a disbelief and sadness didn't come until Ham and I were actually curved into each other at your home going.
I'm in a play coming up called Radio Silence, it's a hip hop play and I get to use my triple threat skills! Lol. Wish you could be there...well you know....
Your birthday is coming in a week or so...take a picture to leave in my dreams.
I miss you Aunt Pearl.